A personal memoir

Hence, I have decided to create a blog instead of put my life into a box and fragment my experiences with Facebook. If you are interested in a personal look into my life, and how I actually feel about things, this is probably a clearer view than what catty Facebook has to offer.

New Thangs.....

New Thangs.....

New Beginnings.....The Discovery of another "me"

So after many ups and downs in life, my path of enlightenment has led me to discover that I am now most interested in releasing negativity, and detaching from suffering. I really began observing and studying these philosophies over the years, and finally finished my first book about transcending consciousness a few weeks ago. The book is called "The Eden Frequency" and can be purchased on Amazon :)

Furthermore, romantically I decided to call it quits with men in general and lead the life of hermitude, until I met someone who has mirrored all of the wonderful things about love and life that make me want to continue living it. I never thought it would be possible for another human to exist that desires to view life through practically the same looking glass as I, much less find myself ardently loving the depths of this person as much as life itself. Love is simply seeing yourself in another. Not to be confused with "the self", but rather seeing and allowing life to unfold through the expression of unconditional love and natural flow of non-resistance, which is the natural state of the universe and of existence.

I'm pretty sure Jim and I spent the first 72 hours of our time together discussing all things existential and transcendental. We continued to become shocked that over and over, we mirrored one another to find that we each wanted to continue to hold open a space for the other for vast expression and being.

Unknowingly, Jim and I had a connection from the first moment we met. It was indeed psychic, and perhaps an inter-dimensional connection we share between worlds, time, and spiritual vessels.

I wanted to give up on love completely, and live the rest of my life as an old crone herbalist, perhaps in the woods in an old cabin with my daughter. A peaceful life it would be yes, but I meditated on that and had an epiphany that a life alone would bid me no lessons learned, no love shared, and my time on Earth has always been about sacrifices in giving, loving, and sharing. I have been here many times, and I talked about my past life memories in my book.

To have someone to love that is focused on the same aspects of which I too, value most, is simply unfathomable, and I am humbled and over joyed to have found this person, and have decided to give love, yet again, another shot.

"So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of security, conformity, and conservatism, all of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more dangerous to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future. The very basic core of a man's living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun."
— Chris McCandless

“This spending of the best part of one’s life earning money in order to enjoy a questionable liberty during the least valuable part of it reminds me of the Englishman who went to India to make a fortune first, so that he may come back to England to live the life of a poet? Shall we always study to obtain more of these things, and not sometimes be content with less? Shall the respectable citizen thus gravely teach, by precept and example, the necessity of the young man’s providing a certain number of superfluous glow-shoes, and umbrellas, and empty guest chambers for empty guests, before he dies? Why should not our furniture be as simple as the Arab’s or the Indians’? When I think of the benefactors of the race, whom we have apotheosized as messengers from heaven, bearers of divine gifts to man, I do not see in my mind any retinue at their heels, any carload of fashionable furniture.”

Henry David Thoreau -Walden

My Muse

My Muse

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

The Transcendentalist Mindset....An Innuwindow to Beatnik Huntsvillians.




In the uncharted lands of the deep south, there lies a small city with a strange dichotomy of mainly two groups of people with opposite schools of thought.  These include modern puritanicals of dualistic thinking whose behaviors strive to become society’s slaves to a conveyor belt of cookie cut out materialists and intellectual slacktavists. On the other hand, you have an unfolding community of folks who appear to be naturalistic bohemians who seek to detach from the norms of society, strive for individuality, new thought, and environmental conservatism. In typical perspectives of American “culture”, anyone who doesn’t spend their lives investing time and energy into a capitalistic society that poisons its own people with absurd limitations, strives to oppress intellect and individuality, and who literally destroys their own natural habitat by desecrating natural resources for material wealth and personal power, is considered a tree hugging, hippy, hipster, beatnik, fag loving, rainbow child.
Trying to understand the zeitgeist in which these perspectives have developed will take some psychological, sociological, and historical explanations and basic brush ups of the origin of this insanity. 

Firstly, contributions to the psychological zeitgeist in which the general opposing schools of thought target the limited and the unlimited classifications of mental dispositions from a mainstream approach are coined by team Jung and team Freud. Many people who are educated in psychology understand these two people as the pioneers of modern developmental psychology, and consider them both credible enough to be able to say they are usually for or against one of these individual’s overall philosophies.  Carl Jung’s major goal was to be able to teach people that were considered mentally ill to be able to work through their attachments by beginning to detach from their previous identity created by society. Most people are taught to associate their identities to their actions, mannerisms, experiences, and even unfortunate genetic predispositions to certain chemical imbalances that may result in an individual’s mentality to be distraught, or just different from what is considered the norm. Freud, on the other hand was addicted to two things: cocaine and sex. He was so obsessed with human sexuality that he used his higher education to create theories of why all human behavior was rooted in sexual impulses. He opposed Jung’s ideas of identity recreation, and preferred to classify [what are considered] mental disorders so that he could require his patients to become dependent on outside sources to maintain mental balance; external sources being medication and institutionalization, neither of which actually taught the individual to allow a discourse of acceptance that would nourish the dis-ease of the patient enough to cause the illness to eventually dissipate. The point in his view was to calmly detain and suppress people and their disorders which may have actually increased the fear of having such disorders, and being associated with people who had them. Fragmentation, classification, and separation as a means to treat mental disorders simply go against any possible manner in which to heal the patient completely.
These two schools of thought provoke many philosophical theories to the creation of specific belief systems. Some of these include ideas about if humans are even capable of detachment from suffering, or if our we already contain what is needed to not suffer. Or, are we doomed by identifying ourselves with external situations, content, and form, so much so that we are slaves to technical behaviors done because we wish to achieve a certain outcome? It is said that the latter is one definition of insanity; to do the same thing over and over, expecting a different outcome.
The typical American is not taught to think outside of the box, because over time, it has become the representation of total control of the masses by persuading people to become dependent on outside sources, by not looking within, and to do the same behaviors over and over, expecting a different result. This period of time will serve as a huge lesson for the future, when mankind has become bored of destruction, and has risen in awareness needed to transcend consistent cycles of destruction to decide to try something different. 


Now, in sociological terms, relativism is the understanding that everyone, everywhere, has a completely different set of rules in their reality due to learned behaviors that originate from their culture, and, that there is no righter culture, belief system, or rules of reality that generate miscellaneous hierarchical seniority. Again, this is not what Americans are taught. Americans are programmed by financially backed power houses to utilize material distractions to derail from individuality and cultural relativism. The “American Dream” is a limiting set of mundane activities whose purpose is to achieve optimal material wealth. It generally yields dept, destruction and overconsumption of natural resources, and marketing schemes that propagate this repetitive cycle. Most people do not realize they are choosing to be a part of this cycle, and that they have total free will to change this cycle. I could confidently say that a good 10% of the entire population of Americans is trying to encourage others to stop propagating this cycle by first, questioning their values, next, understanding where their belief systems come from, and finally transcending limiting belief systems to ultimately become individualistic and pursue personal endeavors that they find of value with a new perspective on human life. 


Now, it is time to elaborate on the historical taproot of what has created the power train of America, who the “1%” actually is, and why they seek to control the masses with politics and religion.
Growing up in America we are taught that the powerful are here to protect us and help others in need with charity, or with taxes for the poor. Information provided in schools has extremely limited learning methods, with one right answer chosen out of a group of wrong answers. History is taught only from a perspective which appears to victimize the power hungry people that enslaved millions of Africans, and subjected Native Americans to genocide. I realize that there are good hearted people that have evolved into life here in this country that only want to appreciate the history for what it is worth, and show gratitude for the “freedom” that we have as a country. This is understandable. Optimism is one of the greatest virtues that creates strong character, but I only wish to point out that only pieces of the story are told, and in such a way that condescends to others that wish to think outside the box. Critical thinking is basically non-existent in public education. Why ? Well since America is so fond of its history, and its origin of excellence from the founding fathers like George Washington and Abraham Lincoln, we will cover something that is undoubtedly unclassified information that outlines the true origin of America- yet is not taught in schools. 

            Free masonry is an extremely secretive elitist group of individuals that sought to preserve ideological information of centuries past, and included plans for creating a “utopian” society; and the first stakeout was America.  Most great men who go on to become our senators and presidents already have their foot in the door because they come from wealthy families, or, they are members of secret elitist groups that decide how they will control the masses in the present and future. It is common knowledge that America and all associations to it are owned and controlled by 50 of the wealthiest families on earth. This is what is referred to as the 1%. It isn’t a conspiracy, it is unclassified common knowledge. So, what do these families discuss?  These people have access to more information than anyone in the world, and make decisions on how they will carve out this country, and our planet. Well, the original ideas discussed in the elitist groups of free masons included sociology, mass psychology, and total evaluation of the zeitgeist through understanding the foundation of belief systems. In other words, the information discussed originally was to promote free thinking, expansion, and how to manifest anything mankind could want. However, the flipside to this coin is that this crucial information was kept private. Centuries ago, “Blue Bloods” were families who incestuously continued their royal air by keeping the blood line pure. The more we study quantum physics, the more we learn that everything is connected by energy in our holographic universe. Well, everything in existence is a different frequency of energy. The origin of the elitist thought comes from the desire of the ego to survive and thrive, and allowing the weak to die off; hence, nature vs. nurture.  The creation of the elite was not necessarily the origin of evil, but an experiment from the destructive nature of ego. 


Essentially, where we are in the world right now revolves around destruction of our species. Oil basically sums up every power struggle, war, and reason that our people and planet are being destroyed.  Expert theorists claim that 9/11, the war on “terror”, and basically all of the strategies in war propaganda in the middle east for the past six decades have been to obtain and control the world’s supply of dinosaur juice. It is now declassified information that the Vietnam War was started under false flag pretenses. In other words, our government made shit up to kill innocent people, including its own people, for its own power motives. Now, people in our country are too scared to even mention 9/11’s inconsistencies because every person who has stepped up in court about how Building Number 7 went down before the plane hit the first tower has been murdered with the ending verdict of each individual ruled as a “suicide”.  Even GMO’s, genetically modified organisms, or synthetic, unnatural foodstuffs unlabeled and placed in our food in some cases without our knowledge, is actually backed by petroleum companies. 


I once had a discussion with someone about the definition of anarchy. I asked him, “What is anarchy?” He replied with, “Well, anarchy is an uncontrolled society where people do whatever they want. This could lead to groups of people killing whoever they want, taking whatever they want from whoever they want, and total corruption.” I thought for a moment and said, “So our government is composed of well financed anarchists?”

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